Exercise is good for the soul and the joints and ... You know what I mean. I get stiffer and stiffer as the years with MS keep passing me by.  I want to take back the years by 10 and start again.  I know it’s not possible but I suppose I like to dream.  I would have made choices as I grew up.  I still think of me being 30ish but if I went back to that age, I would not have done the stupid things I did; I would have buckled down and get for real education so I be more competent with my life as is turning out to be.  I would have learned to play harder as the years stacked up.  Now I am very sedentary and have computers to work with and play with when a friend has a webcam.

Online cams are a kick to play with especially connecting with old time friends.  I had really hoped to get my dad involved with camming but he is gone to a better place and only got involved with computers and digital photography.  I am pleased about that.  In this economic situation I know people don’t have the money it takes and I don’t either.  My husband is working and he’s paying the bills.  I got my computer and cam before our economy headed south and I trying to earn money online.  It’s slow and I am continuing to try.  Ataxia has pretty much taken my right hand and fingers but I still hunt and peck.  My uncle got good at the pecking on his typewriter with a pencil and its eraser.  That’s how he did his letters but that comes to an end as one gets tired and just spend time resting and reflecting on the past.